HAH! It finally happened, I suspected it for a while, but I was too hopeful. I guess I really am easy to just toss aside, huh? Ariel told me it's time to "go on a break." After all that I did? After all that I gave? After how much I loved you?
There's so much bitterness, sadness, hurt, anger. You took my heart and shattered it. How do I fix it? Who do I turn to now?
We're going to talk about it some more tonight. She hasn't been returning my phone calls, texts, anything. But all of what I'm writing is weakness, pure weakness. If she can live without me, I can live without her, right?
I'm tired of feeling this way. God, I hope she doesn't read this post. If there's one post I don't want her to read it's this one. Everything I want and need to say to her, I will. I don't need to say it through this to her.
Why did she hurt me? Why didn't she see things from my point of view? Why did she stop loving me? Why do I continue to care? What did I do to deserve this? Hasn't this year been hard enough? Don't I deserve someone to be good to me? When will I REALLY be happy?
I've had good memories with you and I really do see you for what you're worth.
Do you love me?
-GJW
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