"We're one in a million, why can't you see"

"I treat you a like a princess, but your life is just a one big mess"

Unequal treatment, brother. And you're fucking up. Mixed blessing for you, I'm slowly getting so fucking sick of it I'm on the other side of the line.

SHE CHEATED ON ME

she fucked andre and brent. and left me heartbroken. but she hasnt told me. idk how i will react when she does. i hate her and love her at the same time. FUCK YOU

Looking at all my previous posts, I wanna slap myself-I was so dumb. Thinking everything over summer was the end of the world. God likes to put shit in perspective for me. Not a day goes by when I don't wish to go back in time. Constant wishing to go back in time. I'm scared, but too tired to be scared. Health is the number one thing in life people take for granted. Don't ever-don't ever just wake up and assume your body is gonna work like it should. Be thankful when it does. That's something I didn't do. I'm too scared to go to the doctor, but I need to. A big lump forms in my throat. Only 19 years old-I don't want this. Sadness fills my whole body and waking up is the worst part of my day. Really all I want is to go back in time-could this shit have been avoided? How can I go back in time?

How?

-GJW

I'm so tired of being angry, jealous, self conscious, and never good enough.

FUCK THAT.

Lol at how many times I've posted something like this that always has a "fuck that" after every post and how the feeling never quite goes away.

Silly me, I keep thinking it's going to change but it doesn't. Silly, silly me. It's kind of like, I'd laugh at myself-at how stupid I am for feeling this way and putting myself in a place like that-but I can't laugh because it is me. I am the one going through it. Maybe unnecessarily so, but that begs the question: "why am I going through it?" Well, fuck, let's see about that........

-GJW