Why me? Why me???

We all go "why me" but the question you should ask as well is "why NOT me." It hurts to hear that, but it's true. Why can't I be susceptible to it?

What we forget when we're so caught up in our "why me" is that everyone has a story. No one's life is perfect. We are all dealing with something, going through something.

Why was this placed in my path? When something hard is placed in my path I usually tell myself "because God knew I could handle it." What if I don't want to handle this. What if this is too much for me to bare. Recurring yeast infections-->precursor to diabetes or aids-->could be a misdiagnosis-->that could mean I have herpes-->or another STD. My mind is thinking the worst, but I couldn't live with that. A compromised life...I'd rather die.